Re: Time

Date: Sat, 7 Jun 2003 10:45:12 -0400 (EDT)
Newsgroups: alt.support.schizophrenia
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I wanted to make some tapes for christmas as gifts.
This was during the first christmas of my persecution.
I had volunteered to help with Christmas Carols performed at Nursing
Homes.
And "Why make a tape, its just as easy to make a CD?" Thats what
someone said.
So with a little intolerable help, long story, I put together "Homeless
Veterans' Christmas".
This was CHristmas 2000.
I only knew that because of the most aggrevating circumstances
imaginable my CDs were not burned until only a few weeks before
Christmas, inspite of all the verbal support and assurances provided.
And it was only under threat of my leaving the Nursing Home
presentations that I was able to get them, as was origially assured me.
It was a big show, light bridges, 12 foot high speakers, costumes....
See, so as 2001 came on I only knew I made money and it sure helped and
I had to wonder what would have happened if they had provided me the CDs
in a timely manner?
Not knowing made my direction quite dedicated.
I know I'm a homeless disabled Vietnam veteran and I know I can make a
dollar with my music and I know the government is accusing me of a near
100 thousand dollar theft.
If I get a "real job" I am taking the horrible chance that it will work
out.
IF...on the outside chance I get a job and I am not fired or snap out, I
am in even bigger trouble. So...that way is blocked. I am not allowed to
work by the circumstance.
Also...there was a significant wonder on my part over how much money I
could have made had the CD not been "time critical". Christmas music
stops selling after Christmas.
I also realized the music was a form of defense against the "Nazi"
infiltrated american system which was and still does continue with its
life threatening attacks.
I realized, after "homeless Veterans Christmas", that in effect, I had a
printing press in a CD burner. I had a means of resisting their
oppression.
I tried begging people to buy one for me.
Didn't work out. NOBODY helps somebody living on the street. The game is
over at that point.
So I had an income tax I didn't file for one year and I went back and
dug it up and filed it. I received the refund check in June while living
in a welfare motel. I went and purchased a stand alone CD burner at
Sam's Club for 245 dollars?
Nah it was...235???
Something like that.
So while living in the welfare motel I made "Songs from the Pine Motel".
I was pretty happy with it but the social welfare agencies made another
life threatening move before I was able to fully exploit it.
I was kicked out of the welfare motel, had my foodstamps cut, and the
money went from the Social Services people over to the Social Security
people. They gave me a check for 400, about, and dropped me.
Anyway.....a friend stepped in so I didn't have to walk south for the
coming winter......
And I immediately started putting out a "quick one" consisting of all my
old folk stuff from the sixties. I knew I had a good handful of people
who would buy it out of hand from my previous two CDs.
"Homeless Veterans Bottle of Wine" was realsed rapidly to thwart the
governments treachery. Cash was needed quickly.
Then....being as Christmas was approaching and thanks to a friend I am
not down south someplace.......
And being as I psychically knew that I would be under an information
blackout?
Yeah....
That a tell all CD insert had to wait for its correct time.
Anyway....I "knew" not to release anything political until they made a
move.
"Homeless Veterans Christmas Wanderings" came out Christmas 2001.
Figured go on focusing helpful attention to the plight of Homeless
Veterans.
Besides I knew this was the kill attack and I would be left here until I
either died or left town with out an answer.
Often monthly I would call or visit Social Security requesting an
explaination.
I would bring witnesses with me.
And.....blindly I filed appeals and reconsideration requests....only
because of the time limit involved. Social Security stood there with its
foot on my neck, backed up by the traitorus Congressman.
I had to show them my copy of one appeal one time..."Appeal? What
appeal?"
The aniversary of their death hold on me approached, and I could prove
their information Blackout behavior. I knew it was time for my story to
come out on a CD insert. Now I could make a move. (Their not moving
became a move)
So I created "Disinherited" and wrote up the story. This was for
Christmas 2002.
As far as my efforts to block the killing attacks by my government go, I
have made several "moves" and I believe things are changing and going
on.
It seems like it.
I believe.
I am supposed to be preparing copies of Disinherited to sell.
I am supposed to be beginning my summer "campaign" with my music and
trying to sell "Disinherited" to the public at large, outside of my
group of "Friends and supporters".
The thirteen shows I did in Jan to March were only warm p gigs.
Besides, I had to send a copy to the congressman requesting correction
if something I had writen about him was incorrect or mistaken in some
way.
Being as I have the return receipt and have not been contacted....I am
justified in proceeding.
And I have the artists' easel with placards declaring my name and CDs
for sale and etc things, different placards......created that since
March.
Its time to play and find out how well my music CDs sell. I didn't offer
it for sale before, Jan through March bar gigs.
I know...you didn't ask for all this...
What was the original question.....
I'm verbose,Hannibal.
Damo
http://community.webtv.net/damodara/MystoryasIseeit